Greg Ryder, I heart you… still…

My first real love I met when I was about 14. He was the new kid at my school. I crushed on him almost immediately. He kind of looked like Billy Corgan in the ’90’s

Back when he (Billy not Greg) had hair that is.

We started dating about the same time we attended our school’s winter getaway…. we kind of lost touch after I left school at age 17. But when I was in my early 20’s, (around the time I started smoking also) we reconnected and he proposed and of course I accepted. But my foster mother hated him bc she thought he was greasy… (we had sex in my bedroom) and broke us up.

Every time I see Billy and/or hear this song, I think of him.

Love you darling. Always will.

Sammy