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today is the one year anniversary of my Jaspers death…

its been 2 weeks now i think since she died…

the days all blend into a miasma of sound and light and dark and sound and light and dark…

my father in law, after losing his first born and favorite daughter has taken to his sick bed…

i didnt get to say good bye to Jasper properly…

i didnt get to say good bye to her at all…

i do get to set in my house and wait for this absurd joke to come to its end…

who would play such a prank on a person?

this is far too cruel to bear…

far too cruel…