alone again…
at work we call friday :fucked up friday”…
because everything goes to hell in a hand basket…
today was a rather good day…
there is always a downside though…
we hired a younger girl and by younger i mean mid 40’s…
she seemed to be more interested in me than she should have been…
she struck up a couple of conversations and i tried to be polite…
it didnt work…
my scars are deep…
the thought of an intimate relationship is repulsive…
the thought of a sexual relationship, of touching a woman sharing myself with a woman…
it makes me physically ill, to the point of needing to vomit…
i know this is not right…
i know i should not feel this way…
i know i am broken…
and i am safe in my instability…
I know exactally what you mean! I was like that for many many years!
@caterpillardreams i honestly thought i was the only one who had a wife that cheated for 32 years…
@kermitallica that’s horrible! I was broken for many reasons for a very long time.
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That’s tough. So sorry.
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