I Never Knew Life Could be so brutal

I ask myself everyday

Ok Ashley THIS is the day

Face your fears, pain and FIGHT back

I tell myself it will be ok

Every. Single. Day 

I tell myself this.

Do I though?

No

You see I died a long time ago. 

I was murdered by pain

and nobody heard my cries. 

I could not speak cause shock held back my screams.

  It seemed I had been forgotten 

and the pain only doubled.

Pain, took my life and took my time 

from my daughters

Tell me, How can I live if I can’t rewind? 

Outside Judgements , misunderstandings, and falling

so damn hard with no one to catch you.

The day I ran away

if only I knew that nobody was chasing me

I would have stayed

You see I died a long time ago

…I never knew life could be so brutal

-A.H