I ask myself everyday
Ok Ashley THIS is the day
Face your fears, pain and FIGHT back
I tell myself it will be ok
Every. Single. Day
I tell myself this.
Do I though?
You see I died a long time ago.
I was murdered by pain
and nobody heard my cries.
I could not speak cause shock held back my screams.
It seemed I had been forgotten
and the pain only doubled.
Pain, took my life and took my time
from my daughters
Tell me, How can I live if I can’t rewind?
Outside Judgements , misunderstandings, and falling
so damn hard with no one to catch you.
The day I ran away
if only I knew that nobody was chasing me
I would have stayed
You see I died a long time ago
…I never knew life could be so brutal