Getting Stronger

Hello everyone who rerads, I was to thank everyone this morning for the time they have taken out of their busy lives to read about my life and the help and support bad or good that you all have given me.  I know its been a crazy past few years, ones I know I can never forget good and bad, From th day I finished HS, through the passing of loved one, from new joys in  my lifes to the struggle of love, friendship and Heartaches in my life.  Some days i have woken up and told myself why do things happen in life?  Why can one day one have the a really good thing and in moments time it feels like everything just said " I think its time to mess up some things in Dominic’s Life". But its life, and everything happens for a reason.  I never thought I would believe in Karma…  WOW was mistaken.. One big thing I have learned is life isnt about myself..  I use to think I was the big man in charge nothing could bring me down, over the years as I make mistakes I learn from them as they take alot out of you, As I learned to take others into consideration things get easier, I have had many friends come and go through my life and I thank everyone of them for the journey in life they have given me,cause some really can be eye openers.. well on to others things the past few months have been, a roller coaster of a ride. This time last year I was doing pretty good, soo much has changed.  One thing I finally learned to move on and accept alot of things in my life. I use to dwell on a certain person thinking she was everything, I took her for granted and then she was gone.  I blamed myself alot over and over, but i just made a fool of myself, became the laughing stock of her friends , but its ok, cause I know thats my karma and I accepted that.  I hurt many through that time and realized what i had and now I have the most beautiful things in life I can imagine.  I have my family, a job, school, making something of myself, Friends and my loving girlfriend who makes me understand alot in life about feelings and taking things for granted.  How will things work for us, only time will tell but hey im not complaining,   Sometime I still do wonder why she played soo many different parts in a way i was wrong but in others she wasn’t angel she played to be.  Heartache hurts but love overcomes all, and thats why i came to terms, I dont think she really loved me as she played to.  But I believe in karma and I dont hate her, dont wish anything bad for her, I just leave things the way they are.  As for family were doing good still strong and as i gain more family through other people things just get better.  Wow is great leveling like a mad man, My girlfiend is catching up to my pally grrrr…  My Alexis is doing good, she grown soo much and is soo beautiful.  God has blessed me in life alot and am i sooo thankful.  But I gotta get my classes for school today cause I gotta make myself go somewhere in life, and last of all Dad and Bro, I love you and miss you sooooo much, and thank you for everything you have taught, given, teached and shared with me, I will not let you all down, I WILL be someone in life and I know your always with me and not a day goes by where your not thought of and loved..