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• hi

  November 18, 2022

  Life is routine. I wake up around 5 AM. leave the house by 525 AM (I basically pee, get my lunch ready, grab a banana for breakfast, and get dressed....oh let the dogs out too). Work 6 AM til 430 PM Mon-Thurs. Then I do the gym class at 530 PM, Mon-Wed. Eat, shower, dishes,…

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• wow

  October 9, 2022

  Nearly 5 months since I've written. I haven't gotten onto the site since the last time I wrote. Still at this job I started back in April. It's fast pace, never really had a slow day or week (there were moments that seemed slow). But feel more stress compared to my last job. Getting paid…

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• I’m here

  May 13, 2022

  I did get the new job. Been there for 5 weeks now. I work 4 10 hour days. Time has flown by. It's an ok job. Just needed a change. I lost my mind around the time I quit the other job. Issues with Aaron and him talking about suicide. Had a rough patch. Things…

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• mini update

  April 5, 2022

  I quit my job a couple weeks ago. Finally got fed up. Got sick of hearing I can't/not trusted to do jobs that are part of my job description. I quit unexpectedly, over the phone. The day before I quit my boss sent a text saying one of the ladies who did the same job…

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• 2 months

  February 28, 2022

  Been nearly 2 months since I wrote. Life has been up and down, mostly down. I'm still going to the gym, mostly doing the classes. I feel I get the best workouts doing the classes. In the beginning Aaron and I would go to the gym together often. Not so much now, we go separately.…

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• day off

  January 3, 2022

  I took a vacation today. Not doing much. I need a mental day to myself. I did go to the gym for a 6 AM class. I did sweat. I've done a workout every single day since I signed up last Tues (Dec 28). I did buy different foods, threw out 'bad' stuff (got rid…

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• new year

  January 1, 2022

  I have 2 goals for this year. First one is to try to do photography more. Get outside (even during the winter....I like to do nature photography). I have a idea to look for certain colors each month. This month the color "red". No specific meaning behind it, the first color that came to mind.&hel...

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• weekends

  December 26, 2021

  The weekends seem long anymore. The weather is getting cold. Seems like there isn't anything to do. The movie theater in town closed a year ago? Shopping in this town went down the last few years. The past month has been emotionally hard with the situation with Aaron. We've had some conversations...

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• cut off

  December 19, 2021

  I know I didn't finish my last entry. That's because Aaron came into the bedroom. Which is why I prefer to write when he's not home. Anyway, continuting from my last entry. Friend asked me if I still write in here. I said I do but not much. Besides from not writing cause Aaron and…

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