Bite the dust. -PCD (song)

So it’s been a while… where do I start? well  the last few days have been hectic. And now it’s back to being peaceful. At least for the moment. The only problem with that is, now that it’s quite again my mind is racing with thoughts of how this year has flown by just like the others. And what I could have done different and didn’t. what I’m doing now to change that and what else I should do in the future. I hate feeling so helpless when it comes to my family. Even though I’m told I’m a lot of help around the house, it just seems that it isn’t good enough. So many things I want to do and be able to give that I just don’t have. The one thing that I can give is peace of mind. By proving that I can stand on my own two feet and that I’ll be alright. I have a long way to go concidering the set backs. But at least I know now what I couldn’t see then.

well enough rambling for one night,…. time to sleep.  Good night.

~Lily~