Nothing and everything all at once

The end of another year soon. I should be glad to see it go. There’s so much… I don’t know where to begin.. I want to cry.. just another one of those days.. A mix of feelings tords different things. No matter how I fight to keep my head up and keep walking past.. fighting back tears.

How is it people can be so cold and crul.. what will it take to open their eyes.  I’m so sick of empty promises. I guess I have to be like them. cold. *sigh*

I don’t know why I’m writing here..  all my thoughts will probably be erased by another hacker anyway.. lol

Oh well.. it’s a start.  Good night.