ANALYSIS FOR DREAM ABOUT BEING FRIENDLESS?

Firstly I’l start of by saying I am a bit insecure. Very insecure. In the real world I seem so strong, everybody says so and I just smile back, but really goddamit am I insecure…

So anyway last night I had a dream where I went to my friends house before school and my friends were like ‘Poor you, you hardly have any friends anymore. Why’d you have to turn into her?’ and were saying things like ‘Don’t worry, you can just go to my house for the day if you don’t want to go to school, you’re so much like her now, school won’t be too good for you.’ And I was confused and couldn’t figure out who her was.

So I got to school and then I sat down for a while, and then after a few minutes people started throwing food at me. We were eating lunch, on a paddock (I spose the school had a paddock..) and everyone in my grade at school was just throwing their lunch at me. And my friends just sat there.

So then I got up really quickly and I started walking down the dirt path to God knows where, I was just trying to get away from the paddock. And on my way there was this boy, a bit younger than me, and he threw an apple core at me. When I asked him why he denied it. Then I kept walking and he tripped me.

That was the end of the dream. The funny thing is that I love scary dreams. They’re so dramatic and realistic and get my heart pumping a little bit, but this…it was just too real. My biggest insecrity is nobody liking me, so i spose it just hit a little too close to home for my comfort. I just remember the whole time I was so confused and nobody would tell me why everybody hated me. That was the worst thing about it.

Does anyone know what this dream could mean?