ANOTHER PERSON TO CALL A FRIEND
Noticed something recently. Its my frends. I dont realy mean anything to them. I’m just a smile. Just a laught. Just a joke, a chat, a carefree face. If I cant be those, then I don’t matter to them.
What is friendship? I thought it was when you accepted somebody into your heart with all their good and bad qualities. Maybe I was wrong – maybe that was some fairytale type story like the toothfairy.
cuz to call somebody a friend, you dont need to accept them. hell, i could cal any shithead who walks thru the door a friend – it means SHIT ALL.
I dont know; maybe im a freak, but i think i only really have 1 or 2 real friends. they are both my friends in different ways. 1 will always act the same nomatter how depressed i am, the other cares no matter what.
do friendships grow with age? i hope they do, cuz i have lots of people to call friends, but hardly any to be friends. i feel so unfulfilled. there sgot to be more to all this than im getting.
LIZzY
HI. I know how you feel. The hardest thing to learn though..is your the only one whos willing to think like this and ask these questions. Dont worry though, its good to know though that there are some friends that stand by you no matter what. Very good though. I like this entry. Hope to see some more of your stuff. 🙂
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