GOD HELP ME?

Sometimes i beg God to help me, then i relise that i dont even beleive in God, and even if i did, theres nothing to save me from. I am not sad, nor depressed. I have family, as well as friends.

 

 

is it simply impulse that makes me say these things in my head, night after night?

 

 

i look in the mirror, and tell myself to just die; theres nothing to live for. but why? i cannot think of a reason. there isnt one. the words that come out of my mouth and halF of my thoughs are random, depressive and negative. i cant stop thinking them, even if i dont agree with them.

 

 

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mak
June 25, 2005

you CAN stop thinking them try to control that little voice in your head as much as possible keep arguing with it and do so a lot until it starts to agree with you

you know, there is more to life than what this world tries to blind you into; you know that there is something, that poison your soul with darkness; you don’t know how to fight it but you know who you are in need for help;….. let me tell you the path to god; christ alone; the son of god; jesus love personified

July 7, 2005

ignore that note above. have you thought about phoning someone (don’t know if they have the samaritans in oz…?), some helpline maybe? tis easier to talk to a stranger than someone you know. x

Oh my goodness!~ *DO NOT THINK THAT WAY* We have all been created so uniquely and awesomely. You are loved.. and to tell yourself that.. is all but true. Wow.. never do that to yourself!!! You are awesome. If you need anything let me know!!!*~

July 15, 2005

God can help you and it’s good that you turn to him for help. If you ask he will. even if you don’t beleve in him he still loves all of his children.