MINDLESS

She went with Al insted of me. why? i have no idea. i thort i was her best frend. she was mine. is she still? wat has changed? just another stupid thought… i dont know i’ve made them until i’ve been hurt by them. i didnt know i cared for her til she no longer seamed to care for me. stupid, pathetic, rash-thinking mind that i hav tried to lock away time and time again. is it smart to be able to break out every time? i thort it was stupid…

i make too many mistakes. they hit so hard cuz i know they are the mistakes of a pathetic mind, only hidden away. leave me. cant you see you dont belong? give in cuz for gods sake this is not your place.