MY LIFE UPDATED **UPDATED**

Came back from camp yesterday. It was kindof fun. I didn’t have a shower for a whole 5 days! … so that was pretty funny, when I got back my family was like Please have a shower. I ate about 500 calories a day and burned off a truckload doing 20 kilometer hikes every day or 10 kilometer canoeing upstream (how many calories…?). I got back and people said I had lost weight. But when I hopped on the scales it said 61kg (134.5 lbs) like it did the day before I left. It dosn’t matter though. I wasn’t after dropping numbers.

I ended up taking the Zoloft (anti-depressant drug). It’s only been a week so far. I’ve been happy lately, but I don’t know if that’s the Zoloft or just me. I’m thinking it’s just me because Zoloft usually takes a few weeks to take effect.

My bunny died. The one that I just got very recently. It was only a baby I have no idea why it died. I’m not that sad because I hadn’t got attached to it yet. I just don’t see why it would have died. It had everything a bunny could want.

Some people have got worried about me and my eating. I don’t know what to think. They say I’m too thin. I think I’m too fat. They say I need 1000 calories. I’m aiming for 300. I don’t know what to beleive. My legs are so fat it’s disgusting. I know I’m influencing some of my friends into bad eating habits. I don’t want it to be that way. All the impressionable innocent ones are getting fucked up because of me. I havta be more private about dieting.

UPDATE: I’ve been told that at the bottom of this entry there’s no ‘Leave a Note’ button. If you’d like to leave a note in response to this entry, can you leave it on the last entry instead? Or the one after this one…I don’t care… I’d love to hear from any of you though! xxx