OPEN DIARY SURVEY

1) How long have you been using OD?
This diary was started on 1/10/2005 12:44:12 AM, and before that I had another diary for about 2 months but I don’t know when that was started. So around about a year.

2) What was your first (on OD) diary called, if not this one?
I forget what it was called, but im pretty sure I deleted it.

3) How many entries do you have in THIS diary?
141 including this one.

a) How many public entries?
140

b) How many private entries?
1

4) How many notes have you recieved?
794

a) Which was the most offensive?

There are a few. I had a whooole lot of time on my hands and narrowed it down to a few…

FIRST SHOPLIFT: i think that this diary is the same person as UDon’tCareandDon’tyouKNOWit or whatever sh*t like that. both are retarded-either way. get a life.

FIRST SHOPLIFT: for someone who supposedly has eating problems you sure pick stupid things to eat. [TooFarGone♥]

BUT I’M NOT RETARDED…: Your grandma having a stroke is god’s way of punishing you for being an ana..

If you don’t heed his warning and stop with this stupid hobby you want to adopt he’s going to kill your grandma.

How will you feel about that when you know it’s YOUR FAULT your grandma died?? [Shiva, Queen of Ice]

I AM A FATTY FROM THE WAIST DOWN: You’re nothing but an attention whore. [Descendant of Elves]

WEEKLY THEME: MOST EMBARASSING MOMENT: Sorry, but for a 15year old to get into that sort of state, isn’t cool. No offence but I would be quite ashamed if that had of been me, and most certainly not bragging about it too LOADS of people who will come across it at one point or another on here.

TO THE KIDS WHO SIT ALONE AT LUNCH: yeah, i’m wondering…if you think it’s so pathetic that people aren’t her friend (without reason) why don’t you stop gossiping about her and maybe try talking to her? you never know what she’s like until you get to know her. [RigorMortisGirl]

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Most of those were just offensive because the people who wrote them just read my entries and judged me… and I hate that. Don’t get me wrong, I love getting notes; even offensive ones, and I didn’t get upset over any of these, but it was still offensive, especially when they ddint even leave their name, so I couldn’t reply.

b) Which was the most flattering?
again I looked thru all my notes.and yes it took me ages, but I managed to find some notes that make me smile.

PLEASE NOT ALL OVER AGAIN: I should really be the one thanking you. You remind me that there is someone out there who is as mixed up as me.

SURVEY: BOLD THE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE: YOU ONLY WEAIGH 134.5!??!?!?!?!?!?!? You lucky, lucky girl!!!!!!!!! The only person I know who weighs less than that was born with really, really (I MEAN REALLY!) Small genes and is sooooo short it’s not even funny, and yeah you need at VERY LEAST 1000 calories or your body can end up digesting it’s organs. Yeah it’s gross but true. That’s how anorexic people die! [-feed-up-]

NEGATIVE THOUGHTS: Lizzy I wrote an entry for you. You’ll know what it is. Check it out OK? [StarGirl07]

SO DAMN LOW: … you can eat anything you want. you can hold you’re head up high because YOU ARE IMPORTANT

. you can get to know peope, they can get to know you. And lizzy if someone doesn’t like you then do you know what, screw them, they are not worth it. You shouldn’t have to put up with feeling guilty.

 

 

 

(p.s i just thought that maybe that would be nice for you but if im being stupid,sorry.I am stupid. [listen.loud]

FUK UP: you know, you always make me smile when i read your notes.

i don’t know what i’d do without you.

if you ever need to talk, my aim sn is ——-. and my email is ————.

i’m here for you whenever. it’s the least i can do in return for all your notes 😉

xoxo [realitys_illusion]

REAL FRIENDS: gggggiiiirrrrllllll i love your diary. Maybe it’s the age difference but there r just so many damn DEPRESSING diaries here, you r actually very uplifting. You r what a psychologist would call an "introvert", as opposed to an "extravert" . You believe occurances can be controlled, what happens 2 you depends upon the amount of effort u put in 2 something…keep up the good mentalities! [Phoenix_Bird]

INADEQUATE COMPARED TO YOU: I haven’t been reading your diary for too long but I don’t think you seem fake or pathetic at all. You seem very honest, actually. Not to mention, extremely intelligent. 🙂 [SoulWanderer]

Most of them just made me feel kindof special, cared for, needed, or just like I’m someone. Thanks to all those noters. I know some of you will read this.

c) Do random noters annoy you?
Nah, I love all noters, that’s why I left my notes open to everyone, not just owners of diaries. Sometimes I get stupid notes though. Like this one:

PLEASE NOT ALL OVER AGAIN: wana have sex with me?

They piss me off a bit!

5) How many favorites do you have?
43. god I didn’t realise I had so many. Half of them don’t even come online any more.

a) And on favorites of?
24. and i love them. my favourites of list is so unbeleivably supportive…thanks for that…

6) Is OD set as your homepage?
nuh. Infact, every time I leave this site I delete it from the internet history. It would be so bad if anyone in my family found my online diary. Yeh im paranoid…those that read my diary very regularly might already know that.

a) Do you check your notes more than once a day?
yea I check them like every 20 minutes when im on. notes make me happy when i read them.

7) Do you post in any diary circles?
yep. There aren’t many circles I havn’t posted in actualy.

8) Do you have OD Plus?
nuh. Im not that into this thing that I need OD plus.

9) Do you post more than one entry a day?
I have before.

10) You may be too addicted to OD if you know more about what’s going on in your favorite’s lives than your own friends. Agreed?
haha. Yes. Probably.