THOUGHTS ON THE FUTURE
If you’re not especially talented at anything, all you can really do in life is be free. And freedom is a beautiful thing. To feel free is to be free, that’s what’s so great about it.
Sometimes I see planes in the sky and imagine myself escaping from everything and getting on a plane, letting it take me to whatever exotic country it’s going to.A whole new world of discoveries.But the new world is nothing without a friend. Everything is nothing without a friend. In my imagination I take a friend and that friend loves me and accepts me for everything I am and I do the same back. It’s one of those relationships I dont feel I have right now. One of those ones where you would trust them with your life in a second, and know they would stand up for you and not front on you etc.
Anyway thats my future plan. What’s the point in life if you’re not happy? Please tell me. If things don’t change I’ll never be fucking happy. I needa get myself out of this rut. It’s fucking me up so bad, it’s getting to be such a big part of me and I can’t stand it. Why does everyone go to school, go to uni, get a job, retire. Why is that everyone’s goddam dream? I’m probably gona do the exact same thing. Maybe after I retire I’ll think back to this entry and remember how I warned myself and regret the last 40 years of my life.
Truth is i don’t know whats the point of life.Happy or not. But what i do know, is that you hang on, you hold on to what you got. You hope. And then maybe in the end all that pain is worth it. All those tears are suddenly gone. And maybe lizzy, everything were going through, all those years,mounths,minutes, are worth it even for just 10 minutes of happiness.or better.A REAL friend. imagen it.love.
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alot of people think that’s the only way. most of us were raised and told that we have to graduate high school, go to college, get good grades, get a good job, and save your money if you want to survive. i disagree with that. i think a good book to read is ‘ritch dad, poor dad’ because that kind of life is not that appealing is it…
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