TIME FOR A CHANGE **EDIT**

Time for a change. I’m so fucking boring. No wonder I hate myself. I’m gonna get my hair done really different. Maybe get braides. Also I will…

• Never cut again
• Be way calmer
• Go with the flow
• Go my own way
• Eat less – keep to 400 calories EVERY DAY
• Not talk about body image or food
• keep dieting very private
• Be less open
• Be more generous
• Make more money by **almost** any means possible
• Do homework
• Limit computer time to 1 hour a day (I feel like a computer nerd saying that)
• Float around friends more (not stick to one group of friends)
• Smile less
• Deal with problems completely on my own (besides all the people on here – some of you are like a part of me)
• Re-apply makeup mid-day
• Get to bed by 9:30PM on school nights (not gonna happen but atleast I’ll try)
• Think good stuff about myself
• Decorate my bedroom
• Save for ¤.•:*Thailand*:•.¤
• Don’t take shit from people – ignore it and them.

Obviously some of this won’t happen, but I don’t really like myself all that much so why not change who I am? It’s not like anyone will miss it, nobody knows me well enough to miss anything about me…