Never sleep again.

I’ve been looking through an old diary of mine. One entry sticks in my mind "You know what I would do if I was going to kill myself? I’d wait for everyone to be asleep. Then I would go downstairs and swollow every tablet I could find. I don’t care what they are. I would come back to bed and go back to sleep. I would never ever have to wake up again." mmm..maybe I will stay up all night tonight. Maybe I should stay away from bed…maybe I should never go to sleep again…no matter howmuch I want to.

♥flygirl143

December 29, 2005

hey i like ur diary come check mine out sometime and leave me a note pleez thnx 143 xoxox

♥flygirl143

December 29, 2005

hey i like ur diary come check mine out sometime and leave me a note pleez thnx 143 xoxox

♥__soulcanvas

December 29, 2005

i read entries from when i was suffering some hard times, and my alternatives to dealing with them are just downright scary… i was scary.

♥__soulcanvas

December 29, 2005

i read entries from when i was suffering some hard times, and my alternatives to dealing with them are just downright scary… i was scary.

Sadly enough (and oddly enough), this girl that lived across the street from me did just that and they found her around 4:30 AM that morning. I can only hope her eight year old brother wasn’t the one to find her. Sometimes sleep does suck. I used to go to school without sleep, and it seemed to make me happier. *Shrug* Sleep is needed at some point though. ♥♥

***HAPPY NEW YEARS!*** I hope you have a fantastic 2006! xxx

love+is+blonde*

January 1, 2006

that’s scary..i hope you don’t still feel that wayanyway, happy new year

love+is+blonde*

January 1, 2006

that’s scary..i hope you don’t still feel that wayanyway, happy new year