Inspiring Answers – Part 3

 Moving along, again, unedited, shooting straight from the hip.

 1. Which themed Barbie most represents who you are?

 Ahhh, good one!  I had to really think about this one.   

 Barbie as

Sandy from Grease.  The nice

Sandy is mostly what you’ll get out of me and believe it or not I am still naïve about certain things.   

 On the other hand, if you cross me, watch out!  Because there is a very bad side to me, just as there was of

Sandy .

1. Tell me what it REALLY is about Rob Thomas.  Which lyrics is he singing STRAIGHT to you?

Oh my…woot.  Okay, this question alone could fill 5 entries!  But I’ll try to be brief.  First, I worship at the alter of Rob Thomas because he’s…

NORMAL .  He’s never felt unreachable to me.  You know?  Like most famous people seem to be.  He hasn’t let his immense talent or fame go to his head.  It’s like he has this air about him that I feel as if I met him somewhere in public and went up to him and said, Hey!  Love your stuff man.”  He’d be all like, “Really?  Great!  Thanks!  What do you love about it?  What makes you love it?”  And I feel as if he’d actually hang out with me, or you, or even you.  In addition to that, some of the things he’s said live about why he writes certain songs hits so close to home for me it’s like we’ve shared some of the same exact things.  Add to all that, when he writes or performs a song, he LIVES that song.  He puts 100% of himself into his music ALL the time.  He never just phones it in.  I’ve watched him grow since 1994!  This was LONG before he was Rob Thomas, Matchbox Twenty.  I fell in love with the blonde, pudgy Rob Thomas of Tabitha’s Secret.  It’s never, ever been about the way he looks for me.  Frankly, typically I’ve never been attracted to men who look like him.  It’s his words that I fell in love with first.  Then I fell in love with the physical artist.  I really flipped head over heels for him when he married Marisol and started speaking and writing about her.  His love for her shines and I just love a man who loves his wife and is not afraid to show it.  You know? 

As for what lyrics he sings that speak straight to me.  I know this is a cop out but with the exception of maybe one or two songs of his, ALL of his lyrics speak directly to me.  Almost as if they were written for me.  I’ve never come across another artist that speaks to me the way he does.  For the last couple of years now I’ve had writing in mind to elaborate on this.  I will do it soon.  However, if I had to absolutely pick only one song from him that directly speaks to me, it has to be The Difference. 

 2. What are the things that Brian does that make you really curl your toes (in a good way)? 

There’s a certain look Brian throws my way every now and again when he thinks I am not looking.  A look that always tells me that no matter what I do or what I may say, he LOVES me.  That curls my toes and makes me feel warmand cared for.

Oh, and MEOW, he’s been doing this thing when we are having sex.  He’ll lift my legs and place them on his shoulders.  But he really grabs my inner thighs and presses the area where my thigh connects to my groin?  It’s hard to explain…but holy moly…YEAH!

He’s pretty good at oral sex too.  *LOL*

3. If I gave you a scholarship to go back to school for four years, what would you major in?  Would you learn something new, something just for you, or would you retrain for a new job?

I really gave this thought overnight.  I would absolutely go back to school and major in Social Work.  That would be something just for me, yet at the same time it would allow me to train for a new job as a social worker.  I really think I would be good at that. 

4. What is your recurrent dream?

Sadly, I have no recurrent dreams and have not actually remembered a dream of mine since the epilepsy started.  I need to do a sleep clinic actually.  I’ve been putting it off for years now for different reasons.  But my neurologist doesn’t think I stay in REM state.  This would explain the constant general fatigue.  The ONLY time I ever remember a dream now is if it’s a night terror and I wake up in the middle of it.   

1. Did you ever have a threesome?

No.   

2. If not, would you consider it now?

 Uhm, are you asking me to get busy with you?  *grins*

 My answer would be no.  I am just not built that way.  I am the MOST jealous person you will ever want to meet when it comes to Brian (or my significant other) so there is no way in hell I would share him with some other chick.  I’d rip her eyes out as soon as she touched him.  Not very erotic.  Brian would insist it be another woman, he’d never go for another man.  I have absolutely no lesbian tendencies.  NONE.  Really.  There are woman out there who I think are gorgeous, but I am not physically attracted to them.  The closest I came to being attracted to another woman was obsessing over Sheryl Crow’s mouth when she first became famous.  I cannot sleep with someone just for the sake of sleeping with someone.  I need to have an emotional connection with someone first before I can even consider sleeping with them.

 3. What one thing would you change in your life?  (If you could?)

 Initially I thought my answer to this would be that I would go back in time and be reborn to different parents.  But that’s not true.  Because I wouldn’t be the same person that I am now if I didn’t go through all the crap I’ve gone through.  The single thing I would go back in life to change would be the abortion I let Brian push me into.  In hindsight I would not have had it and I would have dealt with the consequence of maybe losing Brian by not doing it.  But I’d have my much coveted child.

 4. Did you ever steal?

I hate to admit this, but if I am being totally honest, yes, I did.  When I was younger my mom had me steal money from a drunken woman named Marilyn.  *nods*  Yup…have I ever stolen for myself?  No, nor would I ever.  I have a terrible guilty conscious.  Really, it’s why I can’t lie either.  When I do something not on the up and up I literally sit for days and feel horribly guilty about it.  Then I wind up confessing what I did.  Then I have to deal with the consequences and frankly, it’s just easier for me to do the right thing.  *LOL*  I am my own WORST critic.

 

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