Selfish
Joseph got married yesterday. I’m glad I was so easily replaced. I maybe close to apathy finally. It hurt, bad. But now, I don’t think I care anymore.
I stayed with William last night. He took me out to eat fondue. He spoils me a lot. Its nice.
Of course I was a bad person last night too. Mom and Grannie decided to tell me how awful I am because they wanted to wrap presents and run errands last night. I had place for a full week before to be with William this weekend. I won’t get to see him around Christmas, but I am selfish because I chose to spend time with my boyfriend. I’m selfish because I left the house for a few hours to get to be me for a few hours.
I wonder how I turned into such a selfish person? How dare I want one night to myself? Selfish bastard.
Y’all take care,
Mandy
Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.
Awww… it sucks that they were so hard on you. I don’t think you were selfish, wanting to spend time with your boyfriend. If I could be with mine I would… but … the weather isn’t cooperating. Now I wish my divorce finalized, my husband in another place, and married and not bugging me (laugh)… I just hope things go better for us next year
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You’re not selfish…they just don’t understand that you need to get out and spend time by yourself, or with William, as the case may be. 🙂 I’m glad he spoils you. SO much better than Joseph!! yay for William! lol
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*hugs*
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(((HUGS)))
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RYN: The movie is “Live Nude Girls” about housewives sitting around sharing their fantasies with each other…I think they gathered for one of the girl’s bachelorette party
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