quick

I have to make this quick because i have to work at 3:30. After that conversation, i went and wrote him this huge long e-mail. I didn’t get a response. I dont even know if he has read it, but I am sure he has. So now what? wait I was going to post the lyrics to "if you don’t" by jew, but my lyric site isnt working at the moment. I was listening to it on the way home and realized how scary it sounds to me. I have a feeling this is it. That there is no going back after this, that there is nothing I can do now, nothing I can say. I want to come here and check my mail when I get off work, but I cant. because if there isnt a response, I will be dissaponited. So I am going to go straight home. work is so pointless. I am sure I will end up getting cut at like 6 again. I am sure of anything right now though. But I have to get going. ~*bri*~ ‘if you don’t, well hunny why dont you just say so cause I need this now more then I ever did…"