An open apology to all.

Despite my best attempts not to give a shit, over the years I have actually grown to like AND respect pretty much all you chat youngins, one or two of you I might actually Love. Plus lets face it, if I was a female I woulda gave it up to Josh along time ago cause God damn it if he isn’t pornstar studdly in that fake fro. Since I like you all I am going to apologize for being a prick last night and acting in a way that had the potential to offend some of you. Yes I am always sorta a prick but lastnight I was almost fulltilt prick who at best ignored some people and at worst, used language in a very ugly almost agressive manner. Now please note I apologize for any HURT I caused, I am not apologizing for my actual actions because I will go to my fucking grave knowing that they were appropriate at the time. Some behavior by one or two of you that I saw last night is what I deem totally fucking nuts. I won’t mention names but SOMEONE got lucky that the guy she left with was one of the cool strangers that have nice candy instead of one of the not so cool strangers that have cuffs, ballgags, sharp knives and serious mental problems that on occasion snap and get that strange look in their eyes right before they cut you up in the hotel bathtub leaving the two parts of your blood drained body in an empty lot. Yes the authorities state that those lunatics always get caught(COUGHbullshitCOUGH) but that is always AFTER the fact now isn’t it? Now nothing bad happened last night I admit to that here and now and if this little bit of pissiness doesn’t get me banned from our group then I will even admit to it later on in public, but IF any of you say that the potential for harm was not there and that mistakes were not made on OUR part then I hope the person who says that won’t mind if I jump back into fulltilt prick mode and point as I call you a total fucking moron whoever you MIGHT be.

P.S. I’m being a prick because I care….http://bethshort.com/

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Ok, I obviously missed something. For what it’s worth, I thought you were very nice to ME, as always. And the picture of us turned out great, did you see it? Second of all, I just viewed the gruesome website and looked at all the pics they said not to view if you were squeamish, and yeah, forewarning to other noters: they meant it.

January 19, 2003

I am sorry matty

Im the chatter you looooove..Come on admit it. Dont lie to yurself..Hehe..Actually I wouldnt conider myself a chatter…Peace mofo!