I Wish I Never

I didn’t lie, but I wish I’d never spoken.

I wish I could peel my skin off and lie.

I wish I could be somewhere else, someone else.

A man, friendly and holding a steady job. Not always happy; That’s unrealistic. But dealing with the highs and lows of life.

I can’t live this way, I can’t live this way.

Not becoming who I am is as deadly as not getting treatment.

I didn’t lie, but I wish I’d never spoken.