What I am

I guess I could say that i am cursed.But no one wants to admit that about themselves. I suppose for all my 20 years I have seen too much. I have witnessed and experience horrors I wouldnt wish upon my worst enemy. I know it is hard to believe, but when you are like me, anything is possible.

I hate watching people suffer or hurt, I hate seeing them in pain. I hate seeing animals in pain. If there was a person hurting an animal, or a child,  though, i would not hesitate to cause that person pain. Anyone who would destroy or hurt the innocent would deserve that pain.

My heart ad spirit feel old. And as young as I am I am wary. But I continue on, and I fight for what I believe. I hate injustice, and I hate people who wont take responsibilities for there own mistakes. I hate watching the guilty go free, knowing they are going to hurt someone else. I really, really hate liars. Liars destroy more with their words of falsehood than any other creature I know.

One of my best friends is dead because of a lie. I hate lies. If there is one thing that will instigate violent behavior in me it is a lie, or a liar. I wish that I could do so much more for the world. I wish I could make a big difference, and I do try, but I feel so small. I cant stop a war, or lead a group of people. Not yet anyway. Maybe someday.  I hope I can be a good influence for people. I hope that I will make a difference in the world,. or at least peoples lives. I have big dreams. I dont want to be remembered, but I want my deeds to be. If I were to remain anonymous forever I wouldnt care, as long as what I did made a difference.

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