אני קושית יפה/I’m a Cute Black Girl Pg 110

JetLag-Slow

I washed my hair today and plan was to blow dry it and the have supper and go off and finish my new Kindle Book

What I Should've Said (Red Bridge Book 1)

But instead I am sitting in the study, with my hair all wet and wrapped up in a towel Hair Towels: Best Hair Drying Towels | Sunday Edit and writing a few posts becuase he is sleeping in our room!

Now I get having a long day and being tired…but this has been an on going thing and that is because he has been drinking VODKA non stop.

I am just asking to be sick but I figured I would wait until he woke up…which I knew would be soon… WhisperADream and I will go blow dry my hair and do what I planned to do. But instead I am sitting in the cold not wanting to wake up my husband and possibly getting sick.

When I look at my situation I think of something I read recently in a Parasha…

“See,” says Moses to the people of Israel, “I place before you today a blessing and a curse

—the blessing that will come when they fulfill G‑d’s commandments, and the curse if they abandon them.

Now taking this personally…when I fill any of Hashem’s Attrinces or Commandments, I feel a sense of warmth in me and I am happy. It doesn’t have to be any specific one…

In Halloween Whispers last week we spoke about how there are way more than just 10 Commandments/Attrinces…there are in fact 613 and how that number relates to the Tallit we wear…

248 LatinModernMath-Regular

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365 LatinModernMath-Regular

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Just in Shul last week the Rabbi said that there were in fact many, but in Judaism there is only 1 G-d. Now this goes against everything I thought and believed in while growing up.

I have always believed that there is only 1 G-d but every religion sees him differently and react to him differently. But now as I write this, I know that Hashem and Allah cannot be the same person. When in the Torah and even in the Christian Bible you told to love fellow Jews, Each Other and Converts…yet apparently in the Koran; Muslims are told to kill all Jews and Non-Muslims.

…okay I am really COLD right now so going to post this page and will pick up where I left off on another day…well there was no way I was going to get through 613 Mitzvot in one sitting.