Something Miraculous Happened Last Night…

I don’t know if it is just because of my dark skin tone or if it is just something that I have…  but I have keloids…or   Keloids are raised, thick scars that grow beyond the boundaries of the original wound, often appearing after skin injuries like cuts, burns, or piercings. They are characterized by an overgrowth of scar tissue and can be itchy, painful, or disfiguring. 

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Anyway…in the accident I was in, almost 10 years ago…I had to have a ‘PIN’ put in my leg, 

,I have always been able to not only just see the scars but feel them too, particularly since I put on a lot of weight over the years since the operation/accident.

Well last night while lying in bed… but while rubbing up my leg I couldn’t feel my scars…it was almost as if I never had the operation.

Now, like before I would list more body specs and mention the losses etc that I have made…but since it is  and I am feeling all bloated and for the past few days I have been eating more   than  (or that could just be, because I generally always have a sweet tooth and would rather have that slab of chocolate than that bowl of salad.)

But good news is that I am just weighting 0.9kg more than what I was weighting on the 18th of February 2025.

Anyway for now I am going to ride on the wave that I cannot feel my leg surgery keloid anymore…and suppose I can blame weighting 0.9kg more than what I weighed 3 weeks ago on my menstrual cycle…but then again it would be great if I was weighting quite a bit less than what I am weighting right now…

 and so to get to the right BMI index I need to loose . Well I do not have a gym contract anymore but I do live right on the promenade, so when I am not working and after my , I can put in the effort to walk on the promenade.

Aah…but that will mean I have to have more clothes taken in and I just did that…well since I will be winning the  tonight…I could invest in a few new clothes when the time comes….ooh speaking about clothes don’t you just hate this new look that women have these days…the whole wearing workout clothes just to go to the shopping center or anywhere unrelated to the gym or working out arena…. when did women stop making an effort to look good when out in social settings? Or maybe it is just me that is jealous about how good they look in their designer workout gear and when I am wearing my work out outfits I am wearing clothes I don’t mind getting all sweaty in…the only designer attire on me at those times are my…

 and  but I wear my apple watch everyday… Ooh I have so many plans for once I have won that  tonight…I can spend a lil money on new gym clothes and get my gym membership back…no that is not the plan!

My plan for money spending is…

 Donating towards building that Mikvah!  getting that dream house.

 for self and loved ones…