Patty

I miss you….

My life hasn’t been the same without you…

All the self help, all the YouTube videos, the councilors say I should move on. Forget. 

I just can’t. You were my one. My only.

It should be us raising the boys together. Us, celebrating them together. Now, I just get the seconds of everything.

I hate my life. I hate forcing myself to live. I hate pushing myself to move on.

No onr wants me. I don’t want to be alone anymore.