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A catch

May 16, 2022
I find it funny that all the women that tell me I would be a great man for any woman are married. I mean I like the compliment, but I know that's not real at all I photograph horribly. Probably one of the reasons most women swipe left. If I do get to stage 2…
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  • How’s your day goin
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    Well here I sit in my truck miles away from the safety of my apartment after yet another unsuccessful date with someone. Not that I did it, but it seems like my ex sat and complained about her unhappiness and feelings and the first guy swooped in and fulfilled her life's dreams. I mention I…
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  • Hate
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    I'm embracing the hate from now on. I hate people. I hate those who have turned their backs on me for their own selfish reasons. I hate those who used me and pushed me in front of a bus to improve their own lives. I hate my "friends" that have abandoned me when I needed…
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  • 5/10/22
    May 10, 2022
    I feel compelled to write, but I don't have anything that I haven't said 100 times before. I'm sitting here at work listening to the one woman we work with, who just started dating a guy. He's already moved in with her and she's talking to another woman listing his faults, but also saying how&hel...
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  • Me
    May 9, 2022
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