Stillness

I’m feeling the lonely bad tonight. It’s getting too late to go anywhere and I have to work early, so here I am.

I’m just tired of it all. Fighting “the thoughts” all day, every day has drained me and now it’s just going through the motions.

Off to bed.

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July 20, 2025

Yeah, I’ve been feeling pretty isolated myself the last couple years.  It’s an awful feeling and I allow myself to believe that people just don’t like me that much.  I know it’s probably not true, that everyone else I know is just in a different place in their lives (marriages & younger kids) and is just super busy and struggling to juggle everything.  It’s hard to buy into it when you’re in the pit, though.  Do you have any local places where you like to go hang out when you’re tired of your four walls?  I’m considering a book club and maybe some sort of outing club for walks locally.

July 22, 2025

Hi.  checking in…been awhile.