Why?

Why is it you have things you want to talk about and get off your chest, it comes two weeks before a therapy session?

I’m beginning to believe there is no grey area to me. Once people are done with me, they’re done. In a world of Facebook and Internet, I don’t think I’ve ever had anyone search me out other then close relatives and a couple friends. It’s not like I want to have dinner with my exs, but don’t treat me like someone who you never shared a life with. I mean really, there’s 5 living reasons to prove the fact.

I know that Ive lost the chance to father my kids and be a husband for good, why add to it by treating me like a stranger.

I guess that’s where my depression is at. Belonging.

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April 16, 2025

Social media and the internet has a way of estranging a lot of people.  People don’t even know how to verbally communicate anymore, write in full sentences, read cursive even.

July 7, 2025

Does it help at all to know that I came to check on you after having been off this site for about a year?  I’m just an anonymous stranger, but you were one of the few people I was reading regularly and communicating with.  I’m glad to see you are still posting, even if it’s tough stuff you are sharing.  Please know that the feelings and experiences you are having are not unique to you.  There are so many of us out there that have many of these same thoughts.

July 7, 2025

@flowerandflame Thank you