Today feels like a good day
Today feels like a good day… and this scares me so much.
I feel brighter, lighter, happier than I have in weeks. I woke up this morning thinking of friends who I haven’t spoken to in a while. I picked up my phone to text them only to realize it was me who stopped responding to them.
I am going to make more of an effort to be a good friend. I have to. Have you ever been envious of friends? Like you’re genuinely happy for them but you can’t help that tiny spark of envy?
I consider myself very blessed. I trust science and I am constantly in awe of our scientific discoveries but I believe that there is a greater power. I understand that everyone has different beliefs but I have found myself in positions where I know with certainty that I didn’t overcome those hurdles on my own. So, when I feel that spark of envy, I just like to remind myself that I too have been blessed, it might not look like the blessings they have but I am on a completely different journey.
My doctors appointment is at 6pm. I’m a bit worried about something I have to do before that.
I 5gink its normal to feel a little envious. In our busy society it feels more difficult than ever to be a good friend. Ironic how we have all this technology to keep us connected but we lose connection.
I hope your appointment went well.
@celestialflutter, I think it went well. It was over so fast.
And thank you, I felt envious for a bit but I am genuinely happy for these people.
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Good luck on whatever you’re nervous about and good luck on your doctor’s appointment. Just remember your BA you got this
@familybringshope, Thank you :). My doctors appointment was literally over in all of 5 minutes. I cannot believe it. I even forgot to mention the anxiety to the doctor.
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