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The diary was called "Sometimes a great notion".  Now it’s "Seemed like a good idea".  It did seem like an idea, a good one.  Now I’m wondering.

Monday evening.  Yeah.  Didn’t like that "new" name so much, and sometimes, it does seem like a great notion.

Things are going to shit here, and I don’t know how long this will continue.  Not much of anyone is reading – well, going by notes received, anyway.

I’m inclined to turn off notes – it they are off, at least I’ll Know why there’s no notes, eh?

I’ll think it over.  If I’m not going to post anymore, taking pictures is sort of a waste of time, and I like taking pictures… but without anyone to appreciate them, what’s the point?

After they canned me, I tried to delete my MySpace account – deleted all the photos I posted there, all of the shit I wrote, and would have deleted the whole thing, but I cannot figure out how.  OD would be easy to delete, but I’d be wasting that "lifetime membership", wouldn’t I?  Facebook and it’s bs games doesn’t do it for me.  This social networking thing isn’t doing much for me any more.  I’m nearly alone now, in Real Life, why be that way "virtually" too?

On the other hand, maybe it’s this fucking depression flattening me.  Not the economy, although that by definition is in a Depression too; I mean that I am depressed and don’t know how to fix it.  It’s looking real bleak now.

 

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Don’t turn off your notes! I am still reading. This will still give you an outlet. I am depressed about things, too. Please don’t turn off the notes and isolate yourself further.

November 29, 2009

hardly anyone notes me, my diary is for me if nobody has a comment so be it.

November 30, 2009

you do sound a bit depressed. is there any way you can go to the doctor? is there a reduced fee or free clinic you can go to? if there is, it might be a good idea for you to look into it. i remember when i was a little girl and we were living in the projects, mother would take us to a free clinic when we were sick. i hope you can find something like that. prayers for you. take care,

You better not quit writing. You can’t do that to me. Your the first person I ever noted. There are other reasons too!

I’m listening.. Take care Cat,

December 1, 2009

DON’T QUIT!-i ALWAYS read you–sometimes if i don’t note it’s because i can’t think of anything witty. And if i could get my pix to come out as great as yours i’d be putting a lot more of mine on. (mine come out real small and i can only put on a couple. Of course, i don’t have life membership).