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Would you believe me if I said I’d love you if you were nothing?
I think about it. I think about how I would feel if you were that same insecure high school drop out.
You probably forgot that I remember. You probably forgot yourself. Denying that you were nobody to convince yourself that you are somebody. I know how that is.
But I remember. And if you were the same person, I would still love you. Still believe in everything that you are. Would fight anyone for the potential I always knew was inside of you. Even before. I laid claim to the ground that’s been taken from me so many times after.
I guess it’s probably better that you’re doing your best without me. I guess I’m proud that you never needed me to fight for you the way I’ve always been waiting to.