Freaky Friday

Scary! Ach!!! Thanks for your note… I concur.

… that is the sad part about OD. Lots of petty (or potential for, anyway.) 🙁 Don’t be a stranger.

RYN: Thank you. –Red

Thank you so much, Dearling. R

RYNs: Thank you. Info like that is very helpful as I go through these struggles. Always appreciate your input.

I am all for mind-blowing sex. I cannot judge it even if the participants don’t have much to say. Mind-blowing sex, is, after all, no small position to hold. I mean… let’s face it. It just don’t fall outta trees. Am I right???

Yeah, well, don’t let me surprise you which I choose on any given day. LOL. Ah… in a perfect world… I’d have legs that go on forever.

Now, bacon is actually better than cheese because it’s really hard to find bad bacon but I have tasted some pretty foul cheeses.

Exactly. Many of those snapshots of pain have been “shattered” by the reality of “now.” In some cases, that’s great! In others, it’s sad. I know what you mean. Glad you enjoyed the beers.

Mirrors! But not the kind you are asking about. LOL. Lots of gilded mirrors!

Ha ha ha…let me guess… you’re very visual!

RYN: I agree. With the mirrors thing also!

Well..thank you? I think? LOL. I’m sure somebody will enjoy it!

RYN: Showing off? Me? Er… what’s your point. Thank you, Dearling.

They don’t get “a fair shake”? LOL. You’re funnier than you realize. Or… are you? Ha ha!

RYN: Bro! Dude! Where you been on my life? LOL. I’d love to hear your stories sometime. LOL

I believe I heard that, come to think of it. He walked gay even in 1st grade. LOL. And he was blonde haired and blue eyed so pretty.

What exactly are you saying? That men are unfeeling asses???!!! LOL.

Re your question: Sometimes! LOL. In the zombie apolocolypse, it won’t matter if you shoot your own child.

and Jesus would definitely be down for using tax dollars to fund the mission! Yeah.. a dem. Merry Christmas!

Do you think she’s “crazy”? Your wife?

Yes, and I am much the same way. They help me cope with my feelings without being so depressed.

It seems to please me more, yes, to get attn from men. They have that penis thing.

LOL..you may well be right! Steak is a cure all drug, yes? Mmm…fat and bloody but charred a bit on the outside.

I think when you can no longer make compromises, it IS over. Summary judgment. De facto. But as long as you can and do make compromises, no, it’s not over. Sometimes those compromises stick a bit in your throat before they go down though. LOL.

And I am sure there are things about which she compromises wherein you “win”? Thanks for sharing that story…. I giggled out loud. And my husband is actually a saint. This may shock you, but I’m a real handful. I know, huh? You’re stunned.

Wow! I hadn’t thought of that re sticks and stones. Man that really fits with what’s going on for me now too. It must mean that no matter how bad people say I am, I’m not a f*ck up unless I am responsible for the “loss” of a life. Wow. Thanks! OH yeah..an open bar makes up for a lot of crap. LOL.

I have never been cheated on that I know of. If they did, they never let me find out so I never had the experience of being cheated on. That’s all I meant.

On this one thing (so far), I’m calling you. You have no idea how bad it feels to want to actually kill yourself. I would never begrudge anyone for wanting out, even if it is a selfless act. If you don’t feel that way, dear, count your blessings and chalk it up to your wonderfully fit brain chemicals, good looks, or smarts. 😉

*selfish act. Chicken sh*t way out? Possibly, but hey, at least they got out. And that’s what they wanted, and obviously, needed.

Christ, Phaedrus, it’s the sweetest damn look.

RYN: Cause anal is SOOO normal. Ha ha!

RYN: doesn’t take a rocket scientist, does it? Also, I’ve given up alcoholic in large part and am drinking more tea. So tea is a symbol of a “new life” without drugs. All very very telling.

Also…Husband has never been married except for me, so there is no ex wife. Maybe the ex wife in the dream was me? Or his “next” ex wife? Huh.

why, thank you.

RYN; I think I am figuring out what is “good enough” for me. So I’m just whining about what everyone goes through only they just don’t whine about it? Great. Another imperfection.

RYN: Yeah, re open marriages. Define “worked.” LOL. Me neither! What I’ve seen is that those people are bored. And it’s PAINFUL for them. And eventually one of them finds someone else they’d rather be with than their partner, and I think THAT’S the thing: they had “fallen out of love” to begin with and THAT’S why they wanted an open marriage. Boredom. Oops. ROFl.

Thanks for your note. I should probably say that more often in my life…I wonder how that would work out for me. His mother is 81… a phuck you might be the end of her.

Aren’t you happy?

What? No Beaver Cleaver families? And no one’s happy? Cripes… I need a drink. LOL.

RYN: Pfft! Whatever. LOL. Thank you.

Would love to see all the little known places with you as a guide. Thank you.