Searching for a window into my brothers life before he passed away through open diaries (RemigioP) that he had. Learned about it from his ex-fiance who kept in touch with him. Saw the death coming due to his lifestyle not having changed for the better. Such an odd thing to think someone you once knew is no longer with us. The living keep on living and we must wait to see what the afterlife is really all about. More than anything I hope it is peaceful and good. Share your love with the ppl now. There is no guarantee on a tomorrow for any of us.