#death

o its upon us, june. .. this october has come and gone quick, and the rest of the news – I recite it but soundlessly. do not appeal to the old tender ear, that is dead of want of news. this october has witnessed something like a return of health. i’ve walked my poor heart…

I like to think that I come from a place of 'glass half full' and look at things from a positive spin rather than falling into the easy trap of being negative. I've been studying and practicing Buddhism since 2007 and have been actively meditating that whole time. And due to a very dear friend's&...

This is a repost, in part to introduce myself, in part to also find myself back in a place where i am ready to share with strangers again. This post was originally posted almost 10 years ago,  it is all me,  I have grown in lots of ways and here like nowhere else have I…

This post, the previous post and the one following are pulled from met very first posts on this platform.  I am posting them here as a reset and also a welcome mat to all who care to read.  I don't intend to rehash all these things in detail but at least it is an intro…

I honestly can't remember when you were born, I just remember wanting to be an only child. From a young age I wanted all the attention I could get, and there you were all new and shiny stealing my mothers time. What I maybe lacked to see as a bestfriend, was a sibling that I…

I woke up at 5 am, turned over in bed to see Patrick facing me with his mouth wide open and a piece of dip sitting under his tongue, and on the roof of the spit bottle still half-fallen over in his hand. The most unattractive time in Pat's life is his slumbers.  I wish…

I recently wrote about grief, and the last few months have slowly brought me to a life of extreme anxiety and depression. I spent months, up all night after work wondering if I was going to die out of no where, what I would do if I lost someone else, and basically swimming in my…

See no evil Hear no evil Say no evil No But dark things lurk In my mind Beware You won’t see or hear it And I’ll say nothing. Actions speaking louder See no evil Hear no evil Say no evil No Crypts will keep And the sea claims Even winter holds its own Let the…

My coworker's boyfriend passed away today. He'd been sick, wound up being pneumonia, but we never expected this. She called out so she could deal with him yesterday and then she left almost as soon as she got in today. From what I understand, he had a lot of blood clots in his lungs. They…