#death

https://moonblossom.dreamwidth.org/54883.html Sammy

Ma, it's been 15 years since you passed. I think about you every day. When I was younger it never really registered to me that my mom would never be able to read me bedtime stories or comfort me when I got bullied. I'm mad at god if he's even real, mad at the world.…

As the title suggests, I'm new to Open Diary. I've been using writing as a form of therapy for years. It usually doesn't matter what I write as long as I start writing something. Eventually I'll end up telling a story from my past or sharing my hopes and dreams for the future.   The…

I’m saying hello because I am under the impression someone will read this and to not say hello would be rude. I’m excited to have found this space to unleash at least some of my thoughts anonymously onto the public. It’s a strange thing to desire, for others, specifically strangers to become priv...

It was my father's birthday a few days ago, it's one of the hardest days for me because he passed away 6 years ago. Every year it gets harder and harder to believe how long he has been gone and how much of my life he has missed. My children are both school age, and…

someone I watch on YouTube  lost there mom today and the feeling was so palpable just watching him bc he literally has just found out.  Gives me friggin flash backs when i see someone else going through it. before that I was listening to music just chilling and Ed Sheerans new song came on, Visit...

I received a message today from an acquaintance of many years informing me that her father was, "...in hospice, transitioning." Knowing the man to be nearly 90 and in failing health, I thought this a rather odd moment to contemplate a sex-change, and advised her that hospice wouldn't be the optim...

I am not a religious person. I was born into a Catholic family and raised to be Catholic. At some point in my life. I stopped believing and just went on living.  I have my beef with God which I will talk about. My disagreement with God goes back decades. It is a long time…

With this quote from J. Robert Oppenheimer opens my evening, although i'm writing this at 00:48 am, because I only have to study and work tomorrow, I should totally stay awake until late in the night and write something that will probably go unread for ages until some bored soul will stumble upon...