So my paranoia is not paranoia, it is intinct and has been proved right.
I’ve found out that Elle keeps talking about me to Annie & Ellen’s Mum. I didn’t find out everything but I know that the discussion was should she wait for me or not and ended up with Liz telling her that I put on this front and whatever…I’m pissed off. Now I know what I’m doing is right. Just goes to show I should follow my instincts…I’m just annoyed with all this junk. Does she think that by going through them that they’ll get her back with me? Because that’s not going to work. Liz is just using her for support for Annie’s competition but even so, I feel betrayed by her. I just found out Liz been telling her no-one will ever be enough for me…THANKS!! I like to know what’s being said about me, especially by those who are meant to be close to me, fucking annoys me!! Well I know exactly what to do…keep everyone at arms legnth until they can prove themselves worthy. Only people who are worthy deserve a place in my life. I am precious, I am a good person, I am worth it but is anyone else?