depressed

I just want to write a list of all the things I am upset about in my life right now.

First of all I have a boyfriend who is a dead beat and will not work.  I can not seem to dump him.  I feel as if I need someone in my life before I can and I believe my sister being here will help me do that but my sis lives in florida and I live in oklahoma.  She wants to move in with me but I just can not seem to get her here.  Everytime I get the chance something goes wrong.  For example, my mother was supposed to give me money to get her but now she wont .  So I pushed it back another week and my exroomate was supposed to go get her for me and his car broke down.  So I asked a co worker of mine because he used to live there if he would and he said yes but I would have to pay for gas and now all of a sudden my check is going to be so low that all I have money for is my rent and nothing else.  My phone got turned off and my sis has been trying to get in contact with me to tell me that a hurricane is coming so she had to call my neighbors.  I went to college a couple years back and had to get a loan to do so but I havent been able to pay for it so now they are going to take money straight out of my checks.  I am bored all the time when I am not working all the time.  My days seem to be nothing but I work and I come home I clean and then sleep and repeat.  Now its my day off and Im tired and all I want to do is sleep and nothing else.  I slept till 4 in the afternoon and im still tired…I think I am starting to get depressed and I dont know what to do about it.