I’m not missing you at all

* I am not missing you..No matter what my friends say.*
I try to let you go.
The way my heart says I should.
And the truth of the matter is. YOu knew I would.
You call me, with my I miss yous you know.
I dont know.
I dont feel I need to know.
Because the truth of the matter is..You will be the death of me.
I need to go. I need to just go away from you.
Maybe you being not so around will improve the things you say.
Maybe you will meet someone else. WHere you are.
A nice kind girl.
One that wont cheat on you. Or lie to you. Or hurt you.
Or make promises she cant keep.
One that could wear her heart on her sleave.
One that can love you..The way you need to be loved.
And she wont be me. But baby.she might be enough.
So I hope for this for you. I hope for it you see.
Because even if you dont understand. I just need to let it rest inside of me.
Because there is no rewind button. No way to erase all of this inside.
And despite the way we have this momentum building..Itll resede in time.
So I will be your friend..And itll work I am sure.
ANd I love him, So I hope you find your her.
..
SO yeah.,
Anyway..I am making friends with this railroader that comes in to were I work at.
He cracks me up. So yay for a new friend 😛
That is it…
Party on friendlies.
Mucho Love,SIarai
Ps. My son’s kindergarden graduation is this next monday so this weekend I shall be with family and not online so much…
Try to not miss me too much;)