Questions answered for Modern scribe

Ok..I gotta load of questions from Modern scribe.

1.What race are you again?You don’t look hispanic?

I am not hispanic..I am creole.German. French.and Porteguise. A big ole mix of things. My pa speaks a great deal of spanish. creole and Portguise. I think it is Beautiful. So occasionally I speak it also.

2.What do you believe, is the reason/purpose, of human life?

I can speak my belief of life until my ears and face turns blue>the real deal is only our creator knows the actual purpose.

I dont believe everyone has the same purpose. and Because we have free will we all have different purposes. I do believe our purpose and potential while sanctified and lifted up can glorify our purpose and when the time is right we will idivdually know what our individual purpose is. I also believe that while we adapt through life..Our purpose may grow or collect a bigger purpose. But first we have to conquer obstacles,death to one’s daily sins, rebirth in christ, and of course be ready to accept what our purpose is. And a good deal of people die before any of that happens. Because It takes a good deal of spiritual maturity to handle such a big step. ( if you dont know what sanctification is read these two enries. first this one.and then this one.)

I dont think there is one complete purpose for mankind. Life is more complex then that. Not a single individual person in Mankind has enough likeness to have the same purpose.  I know mine..Do you know yours?

3.Are we just God’s lil snow globe?
 His and farm? Here for His amusement?

My answer for this is already known..No.

I don’t believe we are here to entertain God. I do not believe we are here just for him to torture us. We do a good enough Job all on our own. We just blame him for things that are in all actuality our fault. All the things mankind complains about and uses God as an excuse can also be our fault. There is death and desease.God gave US potential.As sure as he gave us brains and free will he gave us potential. God believes in us. Loves us. and When we think he did something on our own..I really hate to break it to you..You didnt. Everything we do in this life, everything we touch, Love in some way is from God. Even if it is a manmade thing. Say you know that Tv you love to watch..who invented that? ..Who inspired him? *smiles* and it is just never ending. So If God wanted to punish us, Toture us, would he give us the things we love? would he teach us these things to grow? I think it is all how a person looks at things and again it all boils down to..each persons individual spiritual growth. Because Until they are ready they are gonna blame God.

4.What do you look for in a friend?

I look for a person that I can have a conversation with. I don’t think the way a person dresses effects my desicion much. and the sad situation is there is a great deal of people that would put that in consideration.

5. What do you consider to be a true friend?

This is a good question and in order to properly explain my answer i need to talk of my past. Now to me this part of Sara no longer exists she died when I gave My life to God but she is important for this answer.

When I was 17, I was going through quite a life change, I found out much to my dismay that there was something quite wrong with me. I could hear things that werent there and There was big black spots of daily living where i couldnt remember anything at all.

I was diagnosed later with a personality disorder. Now when this happened to me I was terrified.I thought I was dying. I had a friend then named Hope I turned to her. Because I was scared. (we were friends since 4th grade)This is what she did..She photocopied my diary. She told my mother that I told her i was dying and My mother read what she gave her. In that one instant in my life the person I trusted told my mom something I wasnt even sure about, told my mom I liked girls and then of course informed my mother I was no longer a virgin.I ended up going into a "hospital" shortly after because I tried to kill myself.

I couldnt talk to her after that. I felt betrayed. But when she did that I learned one valuable lesson..She wasnt my friend.

Since then I have realized this is what a friend is