Tempted

I’m so hungry right now and want to eat. It I won’t as I should be sleeping anyways. Actually I don’t think that I am hungry….it’s all in my head. Either way, I will not give in to the temptation. I’d rather drug myself to sleep than eat. I’m determined to be skinny again or at least not as fat as I am now. I know what it takes to get there and I know I can do it. On another note I’ve been so tempted to get some Tylenol ones from the pharmacy in case I can’t sleepy and feel the urge to od.