Dear Gavin

You blame me for almost putting you in jail. You said I was the one to break your heart. But did you ever think about what you have done to me? You broke up with me and ghosted me on my 15th birthday. You made promises and then never kept them. You told me you loved me when you knew it wasn’t true. I know why you lied to me. You lied to me because you thought I was someone who’d give you what you wanted. Before I met you everything was perfect other than my mental health. My parents actually paid attention to me before you were there. When they found out about you they told me I was a failure and that I would never be what they wanted. All because You got me into doing something was stupid as fuck. I now realize that you weren’t healthy for me. You never loved me. You never cared about me. You never wanted to love me. You didn’t want anything to do with me. My question to you is, why would you mess with my heart knowing that I wasn’t as vulnerable as you thought I was.