Sorry, I literally forgot I made this last week

—  Dear OD,

Yesterday I didn’t post, I was hearing voices, and was tired.

I have schizoaffective disorder.  I forgot to take my meds on Friday night.

My sleep has been off too.

Today was much better than yesterday.  Yesterday I missed the bible study

because I was tired, and was hearing voices, the leader of it, has not contacted me back.

It was on Zoom, and I realized I didn’t fit in because I’m not Catholic.

I honestly do not know why I’m still following her because 50% of her videos are on Catholicism,

and I’m not going to join.  I don’t really have a religious preference, but if I did it would be mainstream Christianity.

I used to be a Mormon, and I think I’d rather go back to Mormonism before going into Catholicism.

I did watch church today online, I’ve been liking Cornerstone Church on YouTube.

I’ll wake up, make my myself a cup of coffee with Delight caramel macciato cream.

I actually had breakfast, I never have breakfast, I had one of those Krogers breakfast croissant,

that you just heat up.  Sooooooooooo good.

I got the mug I ordered from Amazon, it was cheap.  But it didn’t have the words I wanted on it.

It was literally blank.  They said I could return it to Khol’s, but I don’t even know if that is worth it or not.

My dad was right, it would mean being in contact with people.

Tonight I made vegetarian tacos.  The recipe from “Gregg’s Kitchen” – secret vegetarian burrito recipe – search.

I make it a lot because it’s sooooooooo easy, and I’m vegetarian.  I always have kidney beans around for it,

and rice.  Today I had guacamole.

I’m starting the New Testament, I read for a little bit.

Tomorrow is light therapy, and my dad and I are having either lunch or breakfast together.

And we are going to the store.

Peace & blessings,                                                                                                        M.