7 days to go!

Well I am down to one whole week left of being a NC resident. I’m glad it’s happening, but as close as it is, still seems to be taking its time to get here lol. I pretty much have everything packed except the last minute stuff I am still currently using. I hate packing, but thankfully I have had time. I’ve been working on it since I started the process of finding my apt and all that. I got more boxes than I thought I’d need, but I am grateful I had the money to make all this happen. The apt I am moving to is considerably smaller than my current one, but I am ok with that. I will certainly make due lol. It’s actually the same complex I was in before, just a different appt. That one, is bigger than the one I had when I last lived there. I will make the most of the space I have there. I am just glad to be getting out of here and off to where I have my family and some of my friends that I made in Indy before I moved here.

A lot of my coworkers are starting to hear about my upcoming departure. I will miss a lot of them, some of them I won’t lol. I will keep in touch with the ones that want to keep in touch. I have worked there for 4.5 years, I’ve seen a lot of ppl come and go, but most of the people I liked anyway, still work there. Whenever we do get to come back here to visit, I will try to see about hanging out with some. At least my fave head cashier anyway lol. I am just tired of being here alone with no one to talk to, hang with, nothing. It is lonely as hell and depressing having no one. I do not plan to take my pt with me, so that’s why I didn’t transfer. I may consider it later, but I am really trying to avoid working 2 jobs if I can help it. I’m even considering working OT at my remote job that I am taking with me, to help avoid it. Working two is wearing me out mentally and I can’t get proper rest or even eat properly cause of working so much. I will do what I need to do tho, because even tho I won’t have the same income, I will have the same bills lol. 

I’ll be spending the rest of this week (the little free time I have this week) to get things squared away, so on the day my mom gets here I won’t have to do much. I can’t wait to get my apt set up and be able to relax after work.