7.20.21

I can finally sleep now despite nearly throwing up bile, crackers, and protein shakes.

I went out of my vortex & saw a whore surface. It opened the door for respect, love, & success for me, and she’s now trying to be with me (while ones better than her are blocking her out).

My tax refund came today, but I got paid from clients and my online work, so I’m good. Still felt like I did n’t eat enough. The self talks are f****** s*** up right now…