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• Saturday Morning…

  August 7, 2021

  Really good day ahead… Woke up 2 a body I could n’t resist. The idea ‘releasing’ creates bad or negativity for me is no more. It feels great & I can relax (and truly enjoy the day). No negative mom energy. It’d be cool to eat where I want. (I will eat where I want.)…

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• Karma is only a b**** if U r…

  August 4, 2021

  I helped an associate get a job & now she’s decided to stop paying me (even after I let her pay me less than what I require & am worth). What she does n’t understand is that if she continues to shade me she’ll lose this job she got via my energy. (Yes, I will…

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• 8.2-3.21

  August 2, 2021

  I feel great. The nausea, wanting to throw up, and dry mouth are gone. So thankful for a restful evening & the option to miss work tomorrow (if I want). One of the worst feeling days in awhile (this is after the week long fiasco I endured). The client who pays least decided to contact…

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• 7.30.21

  July 30, 2021

  Most of my clients have played vacay this week (and pretty much summer). One of them masks teen sport fucking in order to play out of doing the work she’s destined to do. (She says she’s in a committed relationship with a guy, but she’s bi. She’s steadily talking about anxiety and depression, but...

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• 7.28.21

  July 28, 2021

  This is not the first time I've been close on not being able to make a payment in my mind. This has been the first time that I've done all the work that was sent my way, yet I felt like I would n't be able to make the payments (or compensated for that matter)…

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• 7.26.21 Parents are Prisons

  July 26, 2021

  The issue I'm currently dealing with is eating... My dad waits (or just happens to be outside) of my room which is next to the kitchen, and he's just, there...Often time watching a tv (while there's a tv in every fn room of the house), looking at or eventually taking his diabetes medication, or e...

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• You Pay Them, & They Steal From U…smh

  July 24, 2021

  I always have some kinda bullshit with the barbers I go to. I was having a pretty good string of luck with the current one. They are women; however, they added a new one. I’m not a stranger to shit popping off at the barber, but in this instance it was money. Never had I…

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• Forgive them, for they know not what they do…

  July 22, 2021

  None of my testing work has paid out, and I’ve been hitting it relentlessly. It’s as if life wants a situation that I want to happen to feel or appear like it won’t. This law type I rapped with online is outwardly displaying that she’s connecting with a musician. Keep in mind she was just…

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• 7.20.21

  July 20, 2021

  It has been a very negative day so far. I already could n't sleep well... On top of that I just heard that one of my clients is pulling out of another session. This comes after I was pretty much talked to like s*** by another (but that really is n't personal, he talks to…

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