nanowrimo2005

Yep . I’m doing it. I plan to be obsessed.

I have 2 interviews tomorrow. The bid moved from last week to next month or maybe next year. I have been so stressed out I don’t give a rats ass about that job anymore. I’m stil going to keep doing it to the best of my ability but that doesn’t mean I’m not going to keep looking for a better offer and soon.

Spent a ridiculous amount on work attire today. I just don’t care about so many things. Thre motions are painless. I get a haircut, sleep, plod along. I’m just doing all the hard stuff that freaks everybody else out. Just time filler.

One thing about the book "No Plot No Problem" Chris Baty asserts we get more afraid of doing stupid things as we age. Heck no, not me. I care less and less what anybody thinks of me. I’m past caring enough to even rebel. If the world is to stupid to "get" what I’m all about I’m not gonna waste me energy, I don’t have to win the world over.

All this seems to be working.