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7500 feet up

October 6, 2019
I find a placed that makes me happy. The people I let into my circle think it's dumb and seem annoyed. For a moment I hold my ground. 7500 feet up.
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    Whaaaat a Summer
    October 6, 2019
    So I rented a spot in a resort on a little lake all summer. Then I spent 45 days trying to learn something about myself. I started by reading the unedited version of "On The Road". Totally not the same book as the one I read when I was 39 and trying to figure out…
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  • Now where was I?
    January 24, 2019
    Oh, I was so excited when OD reappeared and then I had some excessive sad and left work and got busy. My father died. It's not like I didn't see it on the horizon but he just kept fooling me so by the time it really happened I was still in the mindset of this…
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  • Just when you think you know.
    June 26, 2018
    So I got a doctor's office call the other day and it's his nurse telling me that I basically allergic to most of the things I eat on a daily basis. There are so many reasons this ticks me off, including doctors who for the last 30 years told me just to take Sudafed or that was…
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  • Run to the Water
    May 21, 2018
    It has been almost like a real Monday. You can't even take a vacation from yourself and not comeback to a deluge of overly urgent things. Everyone I have had contact with today slept badly. Hubbin has been playing Mr Unhelpful all day. I don't think he realizes how painful it can be to try…
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  • Got to Steppin
    May 9, 2018
    15 years at the lake and I know no one. I've always been doing other's bidding and never really enjoyed what I was working for. Yesterday it was overcast and after I cleaned my car and played the dutiful daughter with Dad I stopped and finally took the long walk down to the campground across…
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  • May Day is a Big Damn Deal
    May 1, 2018
    Mayday was day the changed the key at the private park. I have not been a member in quite a while. There's another private park right out my front door with the people there just don't seem to be a will to keep things up and I'm terrified of becoming some kind of community liability…
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  • I just did the math in my head
    April 24, 2018
    It has in 55 days since I walked out on workaday world. I am busier than I have ever been. It's a little disappointing that I haven't gotten more done but I guess realistically you can't check out of living the life you wanted or 15 years and fix everything in a few weeks. But I'm…
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  • Stay or Go?
    April 24, 2018
    Going back through my old OD I wonder if I tried to archive some of it somewhere. I was definitely doing something and the dates confuse me. I'm writing new entries and cleaning up the old ones. I plan to stay but call me paranoid, I plan to back up everything. I can't tell if…
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  • And another 5 years goes by…
    April 16, 2018
    But this time it wasn't my fault. OD just went away for awhile. I was having a time in my life when I really needed Tunguska and OD just wasn't there. I'm not going to try to understand everything that happened with that but the Diary Master just sent us all a love letter and…
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