Unsent
It’s been 5 days? Been a long 5 days. Not a day goes by…. not an hour goes by… I miss you.
I’ve been suppressing my thoughts. Trying to be strong for you. Well, for me as well. But mostly my commitment I made to myself for you. It’s been hard. And here I am, failing. Falling through.
I shouldn’t be messaging you. It will only make it harder? At least, that’s what I tell myself. It might be true. But I miss you. And I’m sorry. I hope you are doing well.
– my text message I never sent to her.