12/26/05

Well.. on to writing about things that I feel I cannot write in my LJ…

I cut today, for the first time in months.  I don’t know if I have just been looking for an excuse to do it, or if the personal issues I have during this time of year is what caused it.

I’ll admit it.. it felt good.  I wanted to believe I had grown out of the habit, but instead I just tucked it away into the dark center of myself, where it hid and festered until it could release itself again.

Pure bliss.