Recent Entries

• Stumbling In

  February 18, 2008

  I don't quite know how it occurred to me to come back to OD and see if my journal still existed.  It did, however, and I'm here. Not sure who else is anymore. It's been nearly a year since I last wrote.. longer since anything of real significance, I'm sure. I should wander back through…

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• Sometimes…

  May 8, 2006

  We all just need a place to hide.  Is it still safe here?  Can I pour out my feelings and thoughts without fearing who sill see them.. who will react to them?

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• It’s All Come Down to This

  January 13, 2006

  Perhaps some time for soul searching... Why must all things wind up in black or white, when it comes to relationships?  Why are relationships themselves in black or white?  I don't refer to the relationships with friends, but those with a significant other.. the boyfriend, girlfriend, w...

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• 12/26/05

  December 25, 2005

  Well.. on to writing about things that I feel I cannot write in my LJ... I cut today, for the first time in months.  I don't know if I have just been looking for an excuse to do it, or if the personal issues I have during this time of year is what caused it.…

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• Time for Shadows

  December 21, 2005

  I went to LJ some time back, because of the allure of people I knew.  My friends list there grew and grew, as more people I knew found me.   And now, I find myself coming back here.  I miss my minor amounts of anonymity.  I miss the value of a more objective viewpoint on…

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• Peeking Into the Past

  June 15, 2005

  It's amazing to see how much my life has changed, since I began this diary, so many years ago. Yes.. it was indeed years ago. The most of my growth has occurred in the past week or so.  Newfound, intense love.  Someone who cares for me more than any man has, ever.  And through him,...

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• Dark Early Morning

  October 29, 2004

  I haven't the foggiest idea why I'm awake right now, on the computer, surfing the internet, no less.  I feel tired.. my eyes are heavy.. aching a bit.  Yet every time I lie down on the couch and try to sleep, my brain won't shut off. I think my thoughts have been set into overdrive…

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• Peeking Through the Mists

  October 28, 2004

  I was struck at work today by a very intense feeling of nostalgia, as I came across two old friends from my elementary and high school years in the cafeteria.. Catching up with each, in turn.. one whom I had not seen for eight years, the other for four.. was a very interesting experience for…

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• Gravitation

  April 25, 2004

  It's a bit difficult to believe that, with all of the history I have in this diary, I'm gravitating more towards my Livejournal.  I check my friends' postings every week or so, give or take, though I rarely leave notes, because I really don't have anything of merit to say. And most of what I...

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